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 Jacques Philippe's Searching for and Maintaining Peace 

Three Feasts of Our King - Homily for Christ the King

 It’s amazing to think that that next week is Advent and that, in just one month, it will be Christmas. And it may be a little too soon to talk about Christmas, but today’s feast, Christ the King, has everything to do with Christmas and, conversely, Christmas has everything to do with Christ the King. In fact, today’s solemnity even has to do with the Epiphany!

 But first, Christmas.

 On Christmas, we will celebrate the birth of our King, Jesus Christ. Born under the cover of darkness, in an historic yet forgotten town of Bethlehem, Jesus is praised by the angels who sing with us and the shepherds:

          Joy to the world, the Lord is come! Let earth receive her King!

 Yes, let earth receive her king!

 But her King, she did not receive. The inns rejected Him. Herod, a king, would not travel a mere five miles to visit Him. And Pontius Pilate (who we see in the Gospel), did not know a King when he saw one. Spurred on by the Jews, Pilate, instead of giving a crown of glory, gave Jesus a crown of thorns. With Pilate, we seem to ask:

          What child is this?

 Do we not know?

          This, this is Christ the King whom shepherds guard and angels sing!

 So why did Jesus come as a little one, an infant, a babe? Because He wants to be held. He is not a threat; He is pure, innocent, good … vulnerable … Yes, He is vulnerable to us. (Oh, Pilate! Do you not know?)

 Maybe that is an invitation to us. Jesus does not want us to fear, but to come close, like those shepherds on Christmas night, and to receive Him whose kingdom and glory are still hidden. Jesus may appear weak, but that is only for your benefit: that you may not be afraid – or ashamed – to approach and to hold.

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 I also said that today’s Solemnity of Christ the King also connects to another feast: the Epiphany.

 On the Epiphany, January 6^th, the twelfth day of Christmas, three wise men visit Jesus.  

 Whereas Herod would not travel a short distance, the three wise men (also known as the Three Kings) travel over a thousand miles to visit Jesus. 

We three kings of Orient are. Bearing gifts, we’ve traverse afar.

 When they arrive, they see the humble beginnings of Our Lord: a stable, a poor woman (Mary) and her husband, Joseph. There is no apparent glory here except for the star overhead – which was everything to these Chaldean philosophers.

 But far from venting their disappointment at the poverty before their eyes, the kings open the treasures that they have brought. And more, inspired by the light (not of the star, but of faith), the three kings pay Jesus homage. They genuflect, they kneel, they lay prostrate.

          King forever, ceasing never, over us all to reign.

 The three kings return their kingship to the source of their kingship: Jesus the King. They are not threatened like Herod was by this new king. They want His dominion ceasing never.

 And what is “dominion”? It is the “dom” of the word “kingdom.” It is to grant access and, more, rule – power, authority, control. The kings want Jesus to rule over them, to have all power and authority, wisdom and might over their lives. They are lost without Him – why else leave home and go on a journey of over a thousands miles if not because they were missing something?

 Yes, rule over us, Infant King!

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 Christmas and the Epiphany are the beautiful beginnings – the Alpha – to today’s Solemnity – the Omega.

 At the end of all time, the Infant King will not come with invitation or mercy, but with compulsion and justice. All people – “even those that pierced Him” will know Him and worship.

 For those that have enjoyed His rule, His dominion here on earth, Jesus’ coming will be expected and eagerly received.

          Come thou long-expected Jesus!

 This is the true advent – the true coming (adventus) for which we wait and long for -- when those who mourn will be comforted; those who hunger and thirst for righteousness will be satisfied; and those who are pure in heart will finally see God.

 For those who have held the Infant King and welcomed His reign in their hearts and homes, the dies irae – the Day of Wrath – will be the day when their King finally reveals the glory only enjoyed by glimpses at the Transfiguration and Ascension.

 And all will be judged. But only some will be judged by their Beloved, their Friend, their Everything.

 But for those that have not held Him, not fallen prostrate before Him, oh! Lord, may souls hear your call before it is too late!

          Repent! For the Kingdom of God is at hand!

 No more than an arm’s length. That’s how far Jesus is from you – at His furthest. In Holy Communion, He will be closer to you than you are to yourself. And yet. How far will you be from Him? Will you draw close?

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 Remember what we pray before we receive our King today. We pray:

                 Our Father, who art in heaven. Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven…

 We pray that our King may draw close and that the glory of heaven and its peace may break through and break apart the darkness of this world.

 Peace.

 St. Catherine of Siena says: “Without war, there is no peace.” Peace, then, is the fruit, perhaps the gift, of the war having been won. Today’s Solemnity, begun at Christmas under cover of darkness with but a small celestial nod, reveals the campaign against darkness that our Lord now brings: 

If my kingdom did belong to this world, my attendants would be fighting…

 Jesus came quietly, softly,

          Silent night, holy night. All is calm, all is bright…

 And the shepherds came. And the three kings. And the angels.

 An the victory over hearts was subtle, hardly perceived save that        

         They went home by another route

 But a change nevertheless.

 Yet someday, those attendants – those holy angels and the holy shepherds and saints (some martyrs, some virgins) – will come with our Lord among the clouds. And we will see them and their glory, the glory of the Lord, conquering this world, making it their own. There will be no more kingdom of darkness, but only the Kingdom of Light and Love and Peace.

 And that Kingdom is hand. Do you not perceive it?

          Come, let us adore Him. … Christ, the Lord!

 In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

  

The Man Who Came to Town -- Homily for the 23rd Sunday in OT (B)

 Jesus took the man aside and, taking the very mud and earth from which Adam was created by God, re-created this man’s ears. “Let us create man in our image” was now, in this miraculous moment, “Be opened!” “Be re-created! Become who you really are!”

 Can you imagine being there? One among the crowd as Jesus crests the hill to your hometown? The curiosity, the excitement, the sense that you are in the presence of greatness, and then the wonder when one of your own is taken aside and miraculously cured … It had to have been electric.

 There was another man … One that wasn’t named in this passage, but who was there, I’m sure. In fact, he was the reason why any of the towns in that area – the Decapolis – had come out to meet Jesus. That man’s name was Legion.

 Well, actually, it wasn’t Legion, per se. That was the demon’s name that was possessing him. Do you know this story?

 There was a man that lived among graveyards to the southeast of the Decapolis. For a reference point, the Decapolis was a series of towns on the north side of the Sea of Galilee. The man who was possessed by Legion had been kicked out of the Decapolis and was now dwelling in the graveyards on the eastern bank of the Sea of Galilee. He was there because the demons that had possessed him had made him savage and violent. He would even break the chains by which the people tried to restrain him.

 Jesus had come to him several weeks before this healing of the deaf man that we see today.

 Jesus came to the man possessed by Legion and freed the man. (Let’s call that man Joshua, for simplicity). So, Jesus comes to Joshua and miraculously expels the demons. The demons flee into the pig herds nearby – and the pigs stampede down the cliffs and into the Sea of Galilee where they drown. The pig-herders see this and the people of the area (the Gerasenes) hear about it and they beg Jesus to leave the area. Which He does.

 But before Jesus goes, Joshua pleads to be able to remain with Jesus. And what does Jesus say?

 No. Instead, “Go home to your family and announce to them all that the Lord in his pity has done for you” (Mk 6:19)

 Can you imagine the disappointment? This man is full of grace and the holy spirit; he is free and has a new lease on life and has every reason to follow Jesus with great zeal. Some of us would say, “Well, I’m coming with you anyway!”

 But, instead of being disappointed, Joshua went home and “began to proclaim in the Decapolis what Jesus had done for him; and all were amazed” (Mk 6:20).

 To put it simply, Joshua obeyed.

 That word – to obey – comes from the latin, “ob+audire.” It means to listen – but not just simply to listen with the ears. It more literally means to “lean in and listen” as though you were leaning in to hear the desires of the heart.

 Joshua’s heart had been healed that day. And because of that, it hears very clearly what Jesus desired: “I desire you to go home and show your family what I have done for you.” And that’s what Joshua did.

 That is why, when Jesus crests the hill of the Decapolis, all of the people there come out to meet Jesus. They have all heard what Jesus had done for their Joshua. All had heard this Good News. All but one: the man who was deaf.

 Which brings us up to the miracle where Jesus says, “Be opened!”

 So, all of this can be summarized by saying: if Joshua had not listened with his heart and obeyed Jesus’ request, then the town would not have been ready to receive Jesus and the deaf man may not have come out to be healed.

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 “Eye has not seen, ear has not heard, what God has ready for those who love him.” We hear that said in reference to heaven, oftentimes. But I think that also applies to our earthly life. We really have not seen and heard what God has ready for us – but it is ready for us!

 When Joshua went back home after being freed from Legion, he could have thought that he would never see Jesus again. And I think it is safe to say that he didn’t imagine much that Jesus would come and visit his hometown. And, more – that he, Joshua – would be a critical instrument in the preparation for his coming; that he, Joshua, was the one who would “make straight His paths.”

 So, of all the excitement, wonder, and electricity that day when Jesus crested the brow of the hill, I think the one who had reason for greatest astonishment was Joshua.

 “Here He is!” Joshua could cry out to his hometown! “This is the one! This is the one I told you about!”

 I look forward to that day. That day will happen. Jesus will crest the brow of our earthly existence. And I was say: “There He is! There is the one that I told you about!”

 I pray that your hearts will be prepared for that day.

 That preparation comes by listening. Listen to Jesus speaking to you, coming to your ears and, more importantly, to your heart. Listen to Him! If He tells you to forgive someone, forgive! If He calls you to speak without cursing, then clean up your speech! Do not be disappointed when He gives you a task to do – it could be the most important task He has given anyone that day. It could bring the conversion of your town! Ob audire! Lean in and listen to His heart!

 And there will come a time, dear friends, when your ears – which were blessed and opened at your baptism for this very purpose – there will come a time when your ears will not hear. Deafness comes for many. Some cannot hear today’s homily. Will their hearts be opened who cannot hear? I hope their hearts are already opened. Are yours? … Will your heart be able to hear when your ears are no longer able?

 Be opened!

 See? The Lord is cresting the hill! 

Here is your God, he comes with vindication; with divine recompense he comes to save you! (Is 35:4)

Wisdom in the Garden - Homily for the 20th Sunday in OT (B)

 What is wisdom? 

The ancient philosopher, Socrates, would go around to various workplaces in Athens and ask basic, albeit deep, questions. To the lawyer, he would ask: “what is justice?” To the teacher, “what is education?” To the physician, “what is health?” He wasn’t trying to be a pain; he was genuine. And he was surprised when many people couldn’t provide much depth to the very question that permeated their state in life. 

As many of you know, I teach high school seniors at Valle Catholic and we are learning a little about the ancient philosophers as we begin our school year. And I posed that question to them: “What is wisdom?” 

They responded well and as you would imagine eighteen-year-olds to respond: “Father, wisdom is knowledge” or “Wisdom is the attainment of information.” Fine replies. One said, “Wisdom is how you give good advice.” And these are all in the ballpark. After all: wisdom, knowledge, and counsel are some of the gifts of the Holy Spirit and are therefore related.

“But,” I asked, “what if I used that knowledge and information to give advice to counsel someone to do something bad – bad for them, I mean – but from which I would profit? What if I were to manipulate that knowledge to counsel them for my good?” 

This was a deep question and, admittedly, it was difficult for them. So, I walked them down the Via Negativa – the Road of Negation. The Via Negativa looks at the opposite of a thing and, by doing so, tries to arrive at the actual definition of a thing. And so I asked them: “What is the opposite of wisdom?” 

“Foolishness,” they said. 

And that is correct. The opposite of wisdom is foolishness. 

“And how would we define foolishness?” I asked. 

Their replies were along the lines of “foolishness is when a person acts dumb”; “foolishness doesn’t take into account the big picture”; “foolishness leads to unnecessary suffering and evil.” Pretty good.

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Take a look at that second reading. I love how it opens. It says: 

watch carefully how you live; not as foolish persons, but as wise. 

That’s an echo from the first reading which also opened by saying: 

          Forsake foolishness that you may live. 

At this point, I have questions. I wonder: how are we to do that? If this is so important, then shouldn’t God also provide us a clear way to become wise and avoid foolishness? 

Please forgive me, I know this is a little heady – I guess that’s why I’m the philosophy teacher – but I pondered all of these questions and a new question came to light. And it was: why in the world does the Church have two readings about wisdom and then follow those up with the gospel about Jesus and eating His flesh and how that brings about eternal life? 

Aha! That was it! The Eucharist IS the way to grow in wisdom and avoid foolishness. … But how? 

The first reading says 

          Advance in the way of understanding.

And the second reading says 

          Try to understand what is the will of the Lord. 

So let’s do that….. 

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The will of the Lord is that Jesus says we are to eat His flesh. Why?

He says it will bring us eternal life. Ok... 

… Is there a time when we see that eating something brought humanity the opposite? A time when the will of the Lord was that we not-eat­ something (Via Negativa…) Yes. Of course! The Garden! 

Adam and Eve were told not to eat from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. 

Why did God do that? 

It wasn’t because God was holding something back; it wasn’t as though He was trying to keep Adam and Eve from knowing what was good and what was evil. In fact, He had told them what was good and what was evil! Eating from this tree – and thus disobeying me – is evil. Eating from any other tree – and thus following my will – is good. Do this and you will live. 

The Tree wasn’t bad. It really was the source of wisdom; God used it to show what was good and what was evil. Eating was not required. 

But … Adam and Eve did not listen to God. They listened to the Evil One. They bought the lie that God was not a good Father. This was foolishness. And they ate and received foolishness’ reward: suffering and death. 

That’s not the end of the story though. 

There was another named-Tree in the Garden. Do you remember what it was called? It was called the… Tree of Life. That was the tree from which they were supposed to eat. (Oh, how foolish you were!) And they didn’t eat from it. In fact, after they had become foolish, they were no longer allowed to eat from the Tree of Life. An angel with a sword of fire now guarded it. 

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Hang with me. 

We now fast-forward and we arrive at the Gospel and what is Jesus teaching? 

Unless you eat my flesh and drink my blood, you do not have life within you. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life. 

What Adam and Eve brought by foolishly eating (namely, the apple of death) Jesus will undo by having us wisely eat (namely, the bread of life). 

This is the will of God which we are to try and understand: The Eucharist is the fruit that comes from the Tree of Life! 

Walk with me in this for a moment. …

How does Jesus die?

On a Cross.

What is that cross made of?

Wood. From… a tree!

 The Cross is the Tree of Life. Jesus, who hangs on that tree, is the fruit. And we are being told not only that we can eat it, but that we must! 

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I don’t know about you, but I love this. It’s phenomenal.

It also explains why the Church as some rules surrounding the Eucharist. Since the Eucharist is Jesus, the fruit of the Tree of Life, we must put aside the ways of Adam and Eve. 

The angel with the sword of fire still guards the Tree of Life. How could we possibly tell him to step aside and let us eat? We can’t. 

Pride has no place in this new garden, just like it had no place in the old one. If Adam and Eve fell because of their pride, then the answer is clear: we must be humble.

Watch carefully how you live, not as foolish persons but as wise, making the most of the opportunity …. Therefore, do not continue in ignorance, but try to understand what is the will of the Lord. And do not get drunk on wine, in which lies debauchery, but be filled with the Spirit,

The Church, should she have rules concerning the Eucharist and who can receive It and so on, has rules not to arbitrarily impose exclusivity, but to alert us to this essential reality: humility is the pre-requisite to wisdom and thus to the reception of holy communion. 

This is why the Church has always taught, for example, that some of the big sins – drunkenness, sexual immorality, disregard for the Lord and His day, and so on – are signs of self-willed living, of foolishness and pride, and the angel with the sword of fire (which is the Holy Spirit) will not let us eat without severe consequences. He, through the Church, alerts us that we do not have the prerequisite humility and wisdom to reach for this Tree. 

          Wisdom has built her house and she has set up her seven columns. 

The house which is built is The Church and the seven columns are the sacraments.

One of those sacraments is the Sacrament of Confession. This is the sacrament that is given precisely to grant us re-entry into Holy Communion.

She calls from the heights out over the city: "Let whoever is simple turn in here; To the one who lacks understanding, she says, Come, eat of my food, and drink of the wine I have mixed! Forsake foolishness that you may live; advance in the way of understanding."

Yes, confession is humbling. But "taste and see the goodness of the Lord," says the Psalmost.

May God give us the grace to put aside any foolishness and to walk as children of wisdom.

+In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Hometown Hero - Homily for the 14th Sunday in OT (B)

 “My power is made perfect in weakness.” 

In 2005, one of the best Major League Baseball players was Lance Berkman. Born near Houston, Texas, Lance had the opportunity to be the hometown hero as his Houston Astros—of which he was the first baseman—played the Saint Louis Cardinals in the National League Championship Series. The winner would go on to the World Series. 

Near the end of the game, in the bottom of the eighth inning, Lance hit a three-run homerun to put his team ahead. After the inning, Lance—a devout Christian—began to pray to God: “Lord, if you let us win this game, I will give you all the glory in the post-game press conference” – you know how that goes: a Christian-athlete, during the interviews, starts off by saying, “I just want to start off by giving credit to my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ …” 

And that’s what Lance was telling God he would do if the Lord let them win.

 Well, in the top of the ninth inning, during the Cardinals’ last at-bat, the most-prolific home-run hitter in Cardinals’ history walked to the plate: Albert Pujols. Albert, also known as “The Machine,” was going to face Houston’s closer: Brad Lidge. Brad wound up, threw his pitch, and before a full-house of crazed Houston Astro fans, Albert Pujols hit that ball into the stratosphere. The Cardinals were now ahead and the Astro fans were quiet. Despairing. 

Lance Berkman, the first baseman, said it was so quiet you could hear Albert Pujols’ cleats digging the dirt as he rounded first base. 

“This is not what we had agreed on,” Lance said to God. 

This was a crushing defeat. 

And most people thought that the Astros wouldn’t be able to come back from such a defeat. But they did. Surprisingly, they beat the Cardinals in that series. Yet, it wasn’t happily ever after. The Astros lost (quite spectacularly) in the World Series that year. 

Lance Berkman faced another crushing defeat. 

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“My power is made perfect in weakness.”      

Fast-forward six years to 2011. Lance was now playing first base for the Saint Louis Cardinals. And that year, the Cardinals made it to the World Series. They made it to Game Six, but were behind by two runs in the bottom of the tenth inning (this was the game that they were down by two runs and were down to their final strike, but they miraculous game back that inning). Now they were down again and whose turn was it to come up to the plate? 

Lance Berkman. 

Now, if you are a Cardinals fan, you remember the 2011 Game Six as the game where David Freese hit the glorious game-winning home-run that would send the Cardinals on to a Game Seven and, ultimately, to the World Series Championship. 

Everybody remembers David Freese. He was the hometown hero. Born and raised in St. Louis. 

Few remember what Lance did. 

Lance, that year, had something like thirty homeruns. A great year. And, as it was near the end of his career, it was a special year. (In his final two years, he would go on to hit eight homers… combined). Few remember that. 

Few remember that, with two outs and the opposition up two runs and Lance facing two strikes, Lance was probably going to be the one standing at the plate as the Cardinals’ season came to an end. 

I can’t imagine losing not just one, but two World Series. 

Before the game, Lance had prayed: “Lord, if I am in a position where the game is on the line and you give me the opportunity of being up to bat, please just give me peace.” As he approached the plate in the bottom of the tenth with the game on the line, he made that prayer again: “Just give me peace.” 

And no one remembers: Lance hit the game-tying single. Not sexy nor glorious like a homerun. But it tied the game. 

And in the next inning. David Freese would hit his famous homer to win it. 

And get the glory. 

And it was David that was the focus of the post-game interview. 

I love this story because, Lance was loved in the clubhouse; a great teammate. Had perspective, leadership. Was named the National League Comeback Player of the Year and also the Cardinals’ Teammate of the Year. And part of me wonders whether that all came from having previously tasted devastating defeat. 

“My power is made perfect in weakness.” 

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Jesus was supposed to be the hometown hero. 

The Messiah – right there from Nazareth. 

But the people of Nazareth “took offense at Him.” They rejected him. Why? 

Well, Nazareth was known to be a kind of armpit of Israel. When the first apostles came to Nathaniel and told him that they had found the Messiah in Nazareth, Nathaniel snorted: “Can anything good come from Nazareth?” (John 1:46). 

And the people there believed that. They didn’t think anything good could come from such a forgettable place—much less did they think that The Messiah could come from their streets. 

They knew the streets. They knew each other. So, how in the world would God – well, how could power and greatness come from a carpenter’s shop? How could the Messiah come from an ordinary family? How could any prophet – how could anything good – come from Nazareth? 

And so they took offense at Him, as though to say to Jesus: “You think you are somehow different from us? You think you are better than us? You are part of the same ordinary and weak stuff that we are made from.” 

And Jesus was amazed at their lack of faith – for had not God, when He chose the Jews, chosen not the splendid and the powerful and the glorious, but the lost and wandering? They had forgotten their very origins: God is always choosing the weak and lowly—and employing them for the great and glorious. 

Yes, he was amazed at their lack of faith—that God had chosen Moses, a slave-girl’s son, to be the greatest leader of His people; that God had chosen David, a humble shepherd, from the tiniest town of Bethlehem; that God had chosen the harlot Rahab … that God could choose whomever from wherever – even the weakest from the lowest – to be the hometown hero and the greatest. 

But they took offense at Him. 

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I think each of us has a little of that Nazareth in us. 

We think: I wanted to do great things in my life, but as I have grown older, I have found that I’m really nobody special. I’m weak and sinful and I live in fly-over country. Nothing great will come from my life. 

We think that we have to be holy or perfect or at least somewhat good before God can do something with us. I say: why would God use me when I’m so sinful? Why would God use me when I am old? 

The alcoholic: why would God use someone with addictions? 

The mentally ill: how could God use someone who struggles so much to see reality clearly? 

Yes, all of us fall for the lie that God will only use the great and the perfect to do the great and advance the perfect. 

But: “my power is made perfect in weakness.” 

David Freese – did you know that, during that season when he hit the game-winning homerun in that World Series—did you know that he was battling tremendous social anxiety and depression? 

Saint Therese of Lisieux, the Little Flower, known for incredibly sugary passages of love and sacrifice – she battled incredibly dark moments of doubt. 

Saint Paul, as you heard in that passage from his second letter to the Corinthians, battled “a thorn in the flesh.” We don’t know what that was. It could have been a physical pain; it could have been a morally sinful inclination that he had – what we do know is that he asked God to take it away. Three times, “Lord, take it away.” But God didn’t take it away. 

To use Lance Berkman’s language: “Lord, this is not what we had agreed on.” 

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But praise God for that. 

That area in your life that you are struggling with – maybe that is precisely the area that God is going to use to do great things. 

Maybe that part of you that you are most ashamed about or embarrassed about—maybe that is the Nazareth that you think nothing good will come from, but from which will come the Savior. 

Maybe that stuff is preciously the stuff that God wants us to bring to Him and say, “Ok, Lord, I believe that you can bring about good, even from here. Even though it isn’t perfect or holy or even good.” 

And maybe that is what we should ask for: for that kind of faith. If Jesus was amazed at Nazareth’s lack of faith, I want Him to be amazed at the depth of my faith! If Nazareth believed that nothing special could come from such an ordinary armpit of Israel, I will believe that everything special can come from His work in the ordinary, even embarrassing areas of my life. 

And where you couldn’t do your miraculous work there, Lord, do it here. 

Jesus, you are my hometown hero.

Credibility & Scandal - Free write on the feast of St. Thomas

 One of the commonly held misconceptions is that faith and science are opposed. Is this true?

 Let’s take a very simple, real-world example and go from there.

 If I were to do an experiment which involved liquid nitrogen (let’s say, to turn magnets into superconductors), I would go to my closet of elements and pull the metal canister with the label “Liquid Nitrogen.” I would then do my experiment.

 What I wouldn’t do is: test whether or not the “stuff” in the metal canister is liquid nitrogen; nor would I test whether or not the Scientific Method is a valid method for achieving measurable results.

 I trust that the label placed on the metal canister was placed there by someone who already validated that the element is nitrogen; likewise, I trust that the Scientific Method has similarly be validated. I trust those things because, implicitly, I trust those people behind those things – even though I have never met those people.

 If I had rampant skepticism, I would never be able to do the experiment at hand. I would have to personally validate every single scientific “fact” that was given to me, from the element, to the method, to the balance of the scales, to the basics of magnetism, and so on. And since I would be wasting all of my time on that and not on the experiment at hand, I would never progress scientific knowledge.

 Doubt is such a waste of time!

 In order to be a good scientist, I must necessarily trust so much of what has come before me. I must stand on the shoulders of those who have come before me. So, I need to trust them. Or, to put it another way, in order to do science, I must have faith in what has come before.

 The Catholic religion is very similar.

 Like scientists that don’t have to re-validate the Scientific Method, I don’t have to prove the validity of the Resurrection. The “scientist,” Thomas the Apostle, already did the experiment. As did ten others who were in the room. And another five-hundred a few weeks later. Thomas (though he was quite incredulous at the time) actually touched and he saw and he heard – and his results were validated by others who were equally surprised by this new knowledge. The atom can be split? Death can be overcome? Who would have thunk it!

 Their results were published.

 The problem – and here is where science and Catholicism separate a little – is that scientists, if they wanted, could still do the experiment on the most basic assumptions, whereas Catholics cannot. On a practical level, scientists and Catholics are very similar in that we all presume on that previously-attained knowledge; none of us has to re-do the experiment. But on another level, we are different in that Catholics cannot re-do the experiment.

 So, although science and religion do share a commonality – that is, trust, or faith – they do differ in that religion, unlike science, has as an essential component: credibility. Catholicism doesn’t simply say, “I believe your results.” Catholicism also says, “I believe… you.”

 This is why Thomas’ personal battle is so instructive.

 He didn’t just simply disbelieve in the Resurrection. (That could very well be understood at the time, given its extreme novelty). But what Thomas also disbelieved were his friends – the very men and women whom he had lived with for years and whom he had trusted all that time. In this moment, he wasn’t just doubting the extreme results of an experiment they had already done, he was forgetting everything that made them – his friends and their results – credible.

 Credibility: the “stuff” that makes a person trustworthy; the ability to trust another.

 And not only that, be had also forgotten the other miracles: the loaves and fishes, the walking on water, the raising of Lazarus, etc. Wasn’t it plausible that the man, Jesus, whom they had witnessed do these miracles also could do this particular miracle of the Resurrection?

 Faith is not a blind leap or a leap in the dark. There are reasons to believe; there is credibility behind the trust. And Thomas had every reason to believe.

 So, why didn’t he believe at his first hearing of the Resurrection?

 Simply: scandal.

 He had been scandalized by the crucifixion. He had been hurt by it, disillusioned by it. A seed of doubt was planted in his mind: “maybe I have been duped.”

 This happens all the time. We grow up from the children’s stories – Santa Claus – and then we hear that some of them were made up. As we see revealed the light behind the curtain in Oz, all else is cast in the dark shadow of doubt. This confuses us. Hurts us, even. Who can we trust? We are truly lambs among the wolves!

 Catholicism over its past century, it would seem, has lost a lot of its credibility; the scandals, the lack of holiness, the lack of “results.” The scandal of the Cross – oftentimes, self-inflicted – tempts us, like it did Thomas, to throw the baby out with the bathwater, to forget something so essential to both science and Catholicism: the foundations.

 Thomas’ disillusionment and hurt are healed when he touches Jesus – and not just Jesus’ side, but all the way up (through the hole created by the lance) to the heart itself. This is why Thomas cries out in surprise “My Lord and my God!” What has happened? He touched Jesus’ heart, literally, and found that it was beating. Jesus was really alive.

 In that moment, Thomas’ incredulity and disillusionment disappeared. His friends were vindicated. And he was taught: “Thomas, blessed are those who do not see and yet still believe.”

 While this final line of Jesus’ teaching exhorts us, there is more to it than that. Jesus is telling Thomas: “Thomas, your disillusionment was healed because you got to see and to touch. Not everyone is going to get that opportunity. So, how will people believe what you saw? And when they believe – often because of the credibility gained by the new life you are about to embark upon – will you not realize how miraculous that will be?”

 How miraculous it is when someone has gone through the Cross of scandal and disillusionment – and still comes to believe.

 For me, I came to believe because of the logical, the reasonable – I see the results of Catholicism’s first experiments, its foundations, as entirely credible. I trust what Thomas (and others) experienced because I know the results of that eroding doubt that comes from distrusting what others have experienced and not affording the benefit of a doubt, especially when the something claimed is so extraordinary. I trust them, too, because, psychologically, it is impossible to have so many people experience the same “hallucination.” I trust, too, because this did change his life. Not in the radical I-will-blow-myself-up kind of way, but in radical kill-me-if-you-must-I-will-not-doubt-again kind of way.

 That may not be enough to assuage the weight and splinters of the crosses that others carry. It may require an encounter with aesthetic Beauty – in the Cathedrals, the art, the music, the liturgy – or the moral Beauty not only in the saints (and they are inspiring!) but also in the current day and age. I love being around someone who loves God and others well.

 I am convinced that if Catholicism in the present era has lost some credibility, it isn’t because the Resurrection isn’t true, it’s because her members haven’t lived out the results of the first experiment and the beauty of that has been hidden. The First Experiment shows the impact that faith has. Until that enters in, we are like scientists who are trying to re-do every experiment instead of basing the present life-experiment on the results of those who have come before. Instead of progressing in faith, many spin their wheels in doubt. The effect is a cultural rot where a mob of individuals rules the day.

 And that affects both religion and science.

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